I want to go back

This is a mistake.
I miss Singapore,
I miss my princess,
I miss my family.

I am ready to leave

For the past week,
Flying is the only thing that has been hovering in my mind.

I feel like a failure,
I was the one who made my decision,
and here I am, not being able to bear the pressure here,
emotionally, and maybe physically.

I may be running away from my own problems and feeling,
but I am sure that I will handle this in my very own way.
and maybe being away from problems for a while,
may help me psychologically, and physically.

For now,
Let me bear with the pain,
as it will go away, soon, for sure.

I need to get out,
I need to fly out,
from this crowded and populated country,
and from this polluted capital city.
+ from this disturbing feeling.

Can you image your body like this?, originally uploaded by %2.

If Meredith (“Grey’s Anatomy”) can get a kidney in a jar,
I want a vertebrae of a spine in a jar!