It’s funny how life turns out.
how it begins,
how it repeats,
and how it ends.

Memories,
how much I try to forget,
will never be forgettable.

Bitterness,
how much I try to make it sweet,
will never be sweet neither.

Sometimes, no, many times,
I wish I can go away,
far, far away from this world.

I tried, but did not succeed,
couple times, not enough,
more than that, has not been succesful.

It’s funny how a person who had hurt you before,
came back right in front of your eyes,
trying to greet you,
out of no where.

You had been trying to forget what had happened,
trying to tell yourself that it had never happened before,
because it was very embarrasing, very hurtful,
to yourself.

You were forgetting it,
and all of the sudden,
the history came back right infront of your eyes.

I wish I have amnesia.
where I forget my self,
my past, my bitterness
and continue my present and future life.

Or, even better,
never to come back,
but sleep and dream endlessly…