Random Clouds, originally uploaded by %2.

I randomly clicked my camera when my brother was driving. I took this shot in the afternoon, using monochrome, and this was what I got. Kewl?


There was this woman who worked for students with disabilities center.
She was in charge of my case, and was kind to ask me of my condition, and my plan.
She was awed after I told her my detail plan,
I didn’t really want to listen to what she told me,
Even if I know that is the reality I am living on,
That even if you have planned things so well,
It may not go as you have planned it.
The result is: I get disappointed often, when my plan didn’t work out.
I also get frustrated when my hope and aims are not reached.
But this doesn’t and will not stop me from planning and aiming for my future.
All I got to do, is merely to stop repeating the same decision pattern and avoid the path that leads me to making the same situation.
Which is why, I may need to be selfidh, even if I don’t want to.