Every morning,
I wake up with fear,
I am afraid of breaking them,
or breaking another level.
Every night,
I have a hard time falling asleep,
realizing the many other things I could have done,
things needed to be done.
I don’t want another one.
I don’t want to lose to my body.
And I don’t want to rely on them too.
When will everyone stop worrying?
When will I?
