Pathetique, originally uploaded by The Invisibly Dead.

I am the one who will always have to apologize,
whether I am wrong, or  right.
I knew that the second I was born.

I hate my brain, I hate my mind.
I hate my structure, I hate my health.
I hate my life, and I don’t want to believe in fate.

I am Damaged,
am Broken,
and will give up eventually.

No one can understand anyone.
and I don’t expect either way,
for I am a stupid, weak, and pathetic man,
who don’t like to kiss-ass.

I wish I am programmable,
with no feelings,
and do and feel just as everyone expects me to.
So, am I going to give up?

Life can be depressing,
but I hope I can still hold on to something
to move on in this world