I do not want to be a loser,
But will I be able to bear this fear and pain?
Life goes on no matter what,
This is what I believed in,
But on the other hand,
I may also be forced to take a wrong path even if I do not want to.
I can only hope and wish,
that these sufferings will end soon,
as my physical pain has been lifted,
and I can concentrate on my mental health now.
But,
Can I do anything?
Is it controllable?
Is it in my hands?
