not only when I woke up from anesthesia,
not only when I am in pain,
but also when u can’t control the situation.
I may not be sure if I have made the right choice or decision,
but I do know that I have to “fix” it.
No matter how painful and suffering I have to go through.
All I want right now is to regain my muscle and nerves to recover!
and to be independent as much as possible.
I have never thought I would become a “cry-baby”,
I was not like this before these things happens…
